Do you ever trie to be perfect? Sure you do, everyone wants to be perfect. To fit in some kind of group. Even if you have to ware clothes that you don't even like. But why? Is this some kind of human nature? Will everyone look up to something? I don't know. But i know it wont help you to feel good about yourself. Although you think it does. Be yourself , be prepared to be different. Be prepared to be yelled out for looking different. It may effects you , but you must look at it in a bright side. You are not like everyone else , you're unique.
I know it's not easy to step out of the habit. But just trie , maybe your friends will help [ if they're good friends for you.] Make a statement , make you you. Shine on the outside like you shine in the inside. This isn't only for the ones who want to be like , al alternative. If your alternative/emo/goth or whatever , and you want to be a really girly girl , than .. follow your heart. It's a good thing , and your friends must support you if they're really good friends. 'cause they shouldn't be friends for the way you dress , but for the way you are.
If they let you down , try to find new friends. And don't go the way back where you were. I think that that's the wrong way to live.


I don't know what you're thinking about that.. And if someone reads this hihi . As no one reads this , it wouldn't matter 'cause this journal also remembers me how i must do and must live , it's also like a diary 'cause i like the internet more than writing in some kind of diary [ my handwriting is ugly.. ]